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I realised I can only be good at games like Silent Hill (which is good actually since I and II are my fav vidya of all time), Resident Evil (which I didn't really go nuts for), Dino Crisis (take RE and replace zombies with DINOS HOLY SHIT I loved I and II so much), and the Zelda games which sadly were always outside of my grasp since I only ever had a playstation I and eventually a II when everyone was getting a III. That and having a babysitter bring us a Family (our local flavour of Famiclone) and a Sega Genesis so at least I got to play Mario and Sonic, but alas my Zelda experience is relegated to shitty roms on a computer with too high a resolution for it to make sense. Also, the early Zeldas were kinda shit and boring. I wish I could've played the N64/GameCube ones on the actual console, and the Breath Of The Wild/Tears Of The Kingdom generation looks amazing and like a shitton of fun, but I'll be in a home before I get the chance to experience that.
I said it before but I'll repeat it: I often feel like gaming was a perfectly viable additament to my list of artistic disciplines of that I peruse regularly (along with music, books, films/series and whatnot) that I completely missed out on and won't be able to experience any time soon if ever. That's a wee bit sad to me.