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Psalm 94


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ok so let's be a bit more organised I guess: Post what you fucks are listneing to at time of reading this. If you're not listening to anything-- why? What's wrong with you?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c4sJFm7ADWQ&list=OLAK5uy_mpZeEqIpyOLDFwDot1IRCUH0eLj09Lq9g
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>>236 (OP) 
https://youtu.be/9Wb-oJ6WVy0
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>>237
I read "Billie" and I thought for a second it was going to be Holiday :')
>>236 (OP) 
I'm watching autistic people yell at each other and i think the background music is a royalty-free version of Girl From Ipanema, if that counts
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watch this turn into another monologue thread

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J6fNMJLVLyo
NOBODY KNOWS YOU AND NOBODY WANTS TO
NOBODY KNOWS YOU AND NOBODY WANTS TO
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>>240
Wow the nerve of this guy acting like he's board owner or something smh smh
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>>241
post music or, I'm warning you, I *will* cry
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>>242
https://youtu.be/vfTqvGCB1ME

:3
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YTBK7yM24uE
https://youtu.be/Sw2oA5i50PE
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6bPN5I9ijaQ
Remember, you asked

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_uJa-ErIEXc
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tV5U8kVYS88
>>243
beautiful, i cried/10
i still like driving to this
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rcwJyUnhDew
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0U3oGO3jVpI
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TjjpBb9q1PA
https://youtu.be/r_9Kf0D5BTs
>>236 (OP) 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1mvkEEXTY9o

What do you think, Klap?
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>>253
someone sure misses early IDM
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nToQ0bKyAgA
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mmLaifyQGwo

AR
GE
RICH
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I'm alternating between russian classics from the 19th/20th century, celtic material, some of it BC, and the works of norwegian novelist Knut Hamsun to celebrate the colder weather, but I fear it's too much and it will outlast the cold seasons. Oh well.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MnMSev8jkQI
https://youtu.be/VxbTqdyd3p4
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GED1Gseafxc

god damn it Lumsk I'm SO DISAPPOINTED, but can't deny the first half of the album is fucking 10/10 banging on
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iKOSgj1iXX4

Been a while since I'd sat down and gave it a listen.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aG89Fdc1jk0
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e4NV7wOCEE0
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n2FdRU_MpJA
glad i checked in on these guys when they just released some of their best music. i know they're kinda cringe but please bro just give them another chance it's a different strain bro.
>>260
this is pretty sweet and going on my download list thanks
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>>265
make sure to check out their previous three albums (and also Gåte while you're at it)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9hCKMAQMrzk
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readin' some Gogol and blastin' some autumnal ukrainian black folk for the occasion
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EbL5GyS89eY
Am I cultured yet

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EnbEeyzZVmk
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>>269
that sounds like Lubricated Goat did a collab with NoMeansNo and had it produced by JG Thirlwell

so, maybe?
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>>271
If this post had been made anywhere else I would worry one of us is having a stroke
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>>272
hey I allow for them to me if strokes, in order to having them, no time outside. For it?
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>>273
Sure, that toast smells pretty delicious
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>>274
it sure does; anyway here's old Louie B's most overlooked symphony, show it some love why don'tcha

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XrAEj7_asHA
i forgot what we were talking about

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gizowJ1Gldc
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QJ22AaQAIvY

:')
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cE6oU-5dLzE

aaah, that brief time when a band could be first wave thrash, first wave death, AND first wave black metal without any subgenre conditioning or modifying the other. The great early, crude extreme metal crucible, before different strains underwent refinement... Simpler times :')
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jus' readin' the Fenian cycle
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RbXwmMc4sfQ
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here, have some vintage homebrew rocanrol
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6aZuuWfWrqM
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Whilst the wicked incense batters the church
Outside the church
Outside the church walls
Bloodface waits
He is twisting time
And selling sweets to sweethearts
Who have painted mountains for money
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Do you ever accidentally read someone's dumb dismissive opinion on a wonderful piece of music and at first you laugh but then you kind of feel sorry for them? Yeah
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IvPZrvWM2Xc
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>>287
im gonna sound like a gay retard saying this but is it just me who thinks the over kinda looks like half life?
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>>288
iunno, never played it, but the art is by Jan Kristofori, a czech post-war sorta kinda neo-expressionist painter. His stuff is pretty good, especially considering that postwar visual arts are by and large hot soft turds (sometimes literally)
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nothing special just a big fat swinging rocking bopping choon
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eVwG_hTul7g
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I'm on yet another weird binge of digging up lesser known, particularly one-off NWOBHM bands. It happens every once in a while and I enjoy it every time.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=apmXAfwdb_Q
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blame it on the black star
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d7lbzUUXj0k
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>>309
ah shit forgot to namefag
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hTmQU4jEgJw
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sJDUk0GZW3o
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>>313
10/10 though I wish it didn't remind me so much of early secondary school also I wish it was all they ever did after Pornography
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people arguing about cars hitting cars all fucking day right outside the window in the room I am in; this happens at least once every other week I hate it here
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tHR5ER9BgS8
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JDbnb4bMzVU


"One night as I lay in my bed" sings
The Chinese chatter is chipping away
The whitelit clouds assemble
A small angel of God displays this:
Shiningblack beetlewings polished is he
Deepsheened tortoiseshell Majesty
Almost as furclad in his peackock feathers he
Burnished dark rosewood embodied with motherpearl
Some of the armour of the Rainbow Messiah
Brightfire of morning lightbearing fallen
Falsifier telescope viewed topsy-turvy
Motherliquor lifе's flicker soullicker
He comеs and he goes
There where he wants in the Shinig of your mind

Greenscaled flybacked carapace she
Dark stars imploding and shuddering she
In the menstrual night she
She opens and she closes she
In her the flowers are all one she
Stamen lip and hovering she
Beauty alone and unmirrored she
Blackhaired and blackeyed door she
Hart so lovely dewed labial she
Pearldrop and dewdrop
Soft pillow of seaspray
And dark smokevoice of evening

Wallbuilt and pinnacled gorgon is he
Snakelike and sulphurous serpentine emperor
Brasslimbed and trumpeting dischordance he
Bonevoices and bonethroated sepulchral decadence

Crackedsun boneset anklet of jadegreen
Sugarcane pomegranate bloodeyed and seawide
Larkthroated birdwinging cloudstormy golden
Lucifer Lucifera Luciferens
Stoneheart and coldskin and icerendered member
Grapecluster darkthruster coalblackened smithy

Not saviour nor Silence nor Anything at all
Goldplated illusion and fool's gold in heaven
Goodbye
I say goodbye...

Lucifer has two faces: male and female. Lucifer's beautiful eyes are two dark depths. In one is the seadeep profundity. You may stare into this bluedark body for ever. On his surface, the waves come and go. The other. Clouds breathe across her body. She is the night. 

They both lie.
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>>316
Please remember Ferruccio Dante Michelangiolo Benvenuto Busoni
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cyBrn6yZueI
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vuP2MOoLFas
https://youtu.be/8yutaw7aA3g
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https://youtu.be/bnB94tZFwZE?t=18
>The Second Sonata, roughly a half hour in duration, frequently features complex, dense three- and four-part counterpoint.] It is extremely demanding of the performer (pianist Yvonne Loriod "is said to have burst into tears when faced with the prospect" of performing it) and much of the piece is characterized by aggressive, violent, highly energetic writing that some writers have seen as a reflection of the composer's desire for a music that "should be collective hysteria and spells, violently of the present time"
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I dreamt I was jammin' hard on a langeleik for some fucking reason
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r1Ttpd9FFJU
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there must be some mistake
I didn't mean  to let them take
away my soul
am I too old, is it too late
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0_t55mbHFps

I'm having a bummer of a night/day/week/month. At least it's a change of pace from all of everything else that's not left me alone for a minute and has been front and centre in my mind over the past two years now. I must find a miserable job to keep this status going. Who knows, maybe being too miserable to think about how ill I am is the only cure for the latter. I can deal with sadness (I used to be something of an expert), but this other "thing" is getting to be too much.
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>>330
sftu faggot
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A8nbqXHRcHE
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>>331
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaAAaAAAaaa
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a0k4FGQd0As
>>314
>after Pornography
Fuck, forgot about Disintegration. Well, aside from it, I wish that album had been all they ever did after Pornography
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>>334
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5mSSfNDUBVo
Early one morning
On the mourner's bench
My heart it was filled with misery
My heart it was filled with misery
My heart it was filled with misery
The same God that touched you one day
He laid his hand on me
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>>351
OOOO LAWDY LAWD MAH HEMORRHOIDS ARE ACTIN' UP THEY IS
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vl_xqpI00_Y
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>>308
lol I only just finished my NWOBHM/Speed Metal/general 1979-1985 heavy metal binge this week
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KlZo8mGFeO8
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>>353
Rollins > Coltrane, but only by so much
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3MkUvZUTFUc
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>>354
Speaking of jazz, I have a confession to make: I like the ECM sound
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tl98Rg6b2i8
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kdrew - circles

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L2NhfzcVmBA
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>>357
it's been a doom death week and a half
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tjaV-3PLXh8
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>>362
unrelated, but always relevant: Fuck Bill Evans. Fuck the absolute shitmaster hack thief who conned the uneducated masses. Poor man's Debussy. Watered down Ravel. Prostituted Satie. Chopin's retarded inbred cousin's deformed son's mixed race daughter's jewish rape baby. Fuck anyone who thinks he's a genius.

anyway:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=arbBj-rk1l8
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>>407
I really dislike hip-hop, or rather rap, but sometimes the underlying music is good enough to tolerate it. Barely, but just enough.

Anyway, this album's pretty cringey but at least it has 1) This hilarious cover art+name combo 2)This utterly wonderful, slightly ahead of the game, early breakbeat hardcore/rave track
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6eHztx6NuWU
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XRb7AJgTZeA

Howdy klap. Sorry I didn't say goodbye -- I made a rash decision that I am happy I did, to stop making connections online for the time being. I forgot you asked not to just suddenly leave and regretted that, and saw this website looking at an overchan and remembered you worked here. Anyway, doing well and everythings fine. It's time. You were the best of them, my friend, and heres to better horizons. Cheers
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>>420
That you, Sunny boy?
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>>421
We met on weedbag’s forum and we talked until a week or two ago
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>>424
Ooh, I see. So you were able to muster the guts to do what I as of yet can't. That's good news, though we should part, and I'm sure it'll all work out in your favour. Godluck and goodspeed; it was very good talking to you.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3ydwM0-u4U8
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>>425
I’m glad I got to share time with you. I hope you make it. If I find myself near you at some point I will probably not be able to resist reaching out. 

To the prospect of some day meeting again. I hope you’re still around when I show up if that comes, but if not I will at least wish you a tolerable days. So until then, so long my friend!
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>>426
It's dangerous to go alone! Take this.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rvwftBpqiiw
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>>427
>>426
(and this)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8X-w5DZUH2k
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>>428
let us be not human
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ux2785uTUr4
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>>449
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V0xI4IFyOsw
jus' takin' it eezy (or trying to)
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>>453
get y'self some droney psychedelic gothic dark ambient, nigro
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KKoYzNxXUjo
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>>457
this one goes to the heartwarming married couple of snowniggers that jerk eachother off in pol <3
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r0khiIrmVZk
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>>464
if only I could ever be





a frozen dog



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>>468
when it was time to get the vaccine I got the Maderna and now I have total serialism; plz learn from my mistakes
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yr2N3KsjrFM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RuGeiw_UnXs
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>>469
I often wish I had, before hitting my 20s, stumbled into the opportunity to live a life of semi-organised crime, becoming a reliable but ambiguous hitman for a good while until eventually some major, government-backed mafia organisation decided they'd had enough of me and blew me right the fuck off this mortal coil, but not before getting three or four dozen of theirs shot to bits by yours truly. Alas I am now too old to pursue that kind of passtime.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=24Pu-ngYpkU
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Russian house music is my current obsession

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tl5kpsVDSB4
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>>471
Damn, pirating is getting harder (particularly academic music because people are retards who keep unorganised 128kbps files and call it a day; filth) but I'm getting CRAFTIER AND SHALL TAKE MY SECRETS TO THE GRAVE AHAHAHAHAHA (but still share all my pristine, organised, tagged, art-embedded 320kbps on Soulseek because I am a kind and giving God)

also fuck .opus files what's even the point

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dDmKguIN3Ao&list=OLAK5uy_nzbO0hiXEJBONfcbHmwek_yhY-MUk_9sY&index=7
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>>482

Imagine complaining about the difficulty of stealing art
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>>483
I'll steal anything. I'll steal your heart
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>>484
you can have my fart instead
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>>485
You fool, I already stole it and sold it on the dark web
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>>486
how can you see into my eyes like open doors
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>>487

the cult of defecacy
>>487
"eye" you mean
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f-f-f-fuccc yeeea
>>499
>>498
limit the retardposting to /b/ please
klap im less flthy than you (am i baned?)

USER WAS BANNED FOR THIS POST you are now

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>>277
I remember clumsily dancing with my mother ten years ago
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2RfgkHMH_7A
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>>518
https://youtu.be/XV4JgJwdYMk
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She's basically gone, my boys

Que se cumplan tras la muerte
Los sueños que tu soñaste,
Cuando indefenso y pequeño
Aun no te nombraba
Ay Madre, Ay Madre

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OAIFxI4dV8k
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>>520
My mother no longer is, as of half an hour ago. Farewell sorrow; praise the open door.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W9toSwC7Aio
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>>521
I'm sorry to hear that bro. If you need time we understand.
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Been listening to a lot of french shit lately, also reading a lot of french shit. Fittingly depressing, generally pleasantly confusing, overall adequate for These Trying Times.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1VnYGAv-tPg
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>>524
>depressing, pleasantly confusing
its an art form
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>>527
you don't fucking say
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It's pretty funny, I fucking hate Merzbow in general, as a person and as an art project; I find it pretentious and lazy and it gets worse each year, but there was a sweet spot between '94 and '98 where it really seemed like the man could do no wrong.

Still, fuck harsh noise/japanoise, fuck PETA, and fuck Masami Akita.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J5iZFfqUfGA
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How's everyone doing in this, the best board in the whole wide website
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pmlit4IRFfo
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Still doing that weird french shit
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ob3g8M8CiHA
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I've probably already said this somewhere, but fuck it: I really hate this trend that's caught on the past handful of years where people on the internet state opinions as questions. Instead of "this is so funny" they'll say "why is this so funny?" Bitch, maybe because you find it funny. Go fuck yourself. Anyway, have a cool song.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ShdH4pNMmvg
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>>534
Two weeks ago I decided this was the right time to wean myself off of clonazepam and let me tell you I AM NOT HAVING A GOOD TIME

have some freaking music
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nb7H3MzoY6A
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I'll keep posting, I don't give a fuck
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The right half of my head/neck hurts, I'm nauseous and unsteady, I keep seeing lights in my peripherial vision and am out of breath. It's probably nothing, right

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3DnO9BIFOB8
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>>539
ye probs
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z7JUbq5bhKM
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>>540
probs just benzo abstinence

boy do I miss weed
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z5h6Hs5pRV0
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O spammy night
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OeP57HU6oSs
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Maybe I'm alone in this since I've always had a negative reaction to nostalgia and retro shit in general, but isn't it about time the internet at large and creators of cultural products are done and over with the whole fucking vhs-core win-95 cant-tell-if-im-trying-to-be-the-'80s-or-the-'00s """lo-fi""" wank? It's gone overboard now, it doesn't even make chronological sense. Make something new, or kill yourselves already. Anyway, today marks the one-month anniversary of my mother's emancipation from the heavy chains of this world of shadows and nightmares. Here's hoping I'll be following soon. Have a music:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=90ATVJuarh4
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Started having an intense panic attack half a block away from this house as I was going to the supermarket. I had to turn back around it got so intense. That was two and a half hours ago, and I'm only now barely able to sit down and write a few lines.

Kids, I'm not going to tell you not to do drugs, illegal or otherwise, but if you are going to, make sure you approach it as a life commitment. Either you'll keep it under control and lead a happy life, or not, and have a happy death. I cannot recommend the experience of getting clean to anyone. If I could press a button that would instantly erase me from existence before I could even register the fact that I've made contact with a button I'd be bellydiving into it right now. I'm tired and want nothing more.

Have a phat choon:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hEe1CxX67Ko
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good abend fucks, let's see how awful today turns out
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LyZ0_4PagFE

remember if you actually listen to any of the shit I post and you like it enough I can upload it to mega and post it in the sharethread
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Have you (yes you) ever had a headache so strong it made you nauseous? I long for death! In the meantime:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gIIp1hQ37AI
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>>551
Bacterial infections, so wrong order (so sick it almost crushed my brain via my sinuses) but it did make me break a tablet

Anyway here's  a rap about god https://youtu.be/3YTDLHdfFSQ
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>>552
I kinda wish I hadn't watched that video already, the surprise would've been welcome. How about a rap to a hip hop beat about Jesus
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kppx4bzfAaE
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This household has officially run out of money and we haven't paid half the bills so if sometime in the next two weeks I disappear for a while it's because I can't afford the Internet. Just a headsup.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hcpr4M9zRGM
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Strange times ahead, friends.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N6zu_d6RthY
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News came out last week about Robert Wyatt being diagnosed with some form of progressive memory loss. He's around 80 so I'm assuming senile dementia. Still, shit sucks. Here's to you you absolute madman
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music
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U1gRY1siFYk
>>574
i dunno if this is what I'm supposed to do but this is what I'm listening to right now: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gFK3P2bhcLY
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p-vWLWAKkoM
god even when you do as you're told you manage to be annoying
im pretty retarded
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>>579
You're kinda retarded
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Kind of strange to see this board on the top of the activity table, and kind of sad considering why it happened, but hey, I'll take it

Here's a ditty to celebrate. This dude was 20-25 years ahead of the game.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F5zE7knOHTo
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>>540
probs probs
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6pIEa2-KbKw
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Dear youtube: I don't know, nor do I care, who this cunt jerma is; please oh please understand I don't want to see it or anything related to it in my feed. I know you're reading this because you're one of hundreds of Google's little spies, so at least if you're going through the trouble have the basic decency of taking some notes.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=STGh-5aU3B8
The algorithm is pretty shit when it comes to music unless you like schizophrenic SiIvagunner remixes
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>>590
Music and basically anything else. I'm fine with the stuff I already watch, and I wish it'd stop trying to guess what I'd like based on that, like a well intentioned but ultimately useless auntie at christmas
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A8Etbzb0lj4
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i am rarted

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7oday_Fc-Gc
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The '92-'96 period of Norwegian black metal never fails to cheer me up a bit.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cktoEKO6BNA
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Australian guitar music '75-'95 >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> U.S. guitar music same period fite me irl coward you won't
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r8v0ieYJLfE
Im starting to worry about how much I find myself agreeing with Kanye fucking West of all people

https://youtu.be/chPDTUjnWgA
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>>604
We all go a bit crazy sometimes
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EjZloAS8MUo
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Goddamn I love janky minimal early synthpop
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NSmJEGpZDI8
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https://youtu.be/UX5gYPlxnmM

Is this the child or adult timeline
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>>607
>ghetto
child, clearly
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>>608
WEED NIGGA WEED
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My shit desk chair, that I've been dealing with for about 15 years, finally imploded. Fun how everything is breaking down around here.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qx2yUgFbj2I
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I WENT TO BET AT FOUR, WOKE UP AT SIX, DIDN'T FALL ASLEEP AGAIN FOR SEVEN HOURS

THIS HAS HAPPENED SIX TIMES IN THE PAST WEEK AND A HALF

I HATE IT HERE

On an unrelated note if you love a band or musician and then find out something about a band member/the musician in question that you find reprehensible and it "ruins the music" for you then guess what you never actually liked the music you're just a common idolater you piece of shit heyoooo have some huezilian deathrash, their main and best export after the MPB days were over
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1mtfQJZp4cE
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I had a long, loooong dream where I had to kill a large number of people armed only with a (very sharp, mind) steak knife. It was very tiresome and strangely there was no hate in it. In that spirit, have some sludgy stonery post-hardcorey somethingorother from the lands stolen to the sea. Fitting band name, album name, and album cover.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yPNuBsfygSk
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at age 8 i was born without a face

https://youtu.be/VGO57I5Sxmo
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>>615
Jennifer dumped me
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jE3WcMg_uEQ
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>>616
The Bananas has gone bad!

https://youtu.be/PV0GgQJubq8
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>>617
T H E
C A R B U N C L E
A T E
I T S E L F
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hTPsb_ycaSM
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I feel like if my high school band dream panned out it would've been exactly this

https://youtu.be/75Mw8r5gW8E
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>>621
had things gone my way, and had I not been completely disheartened when I found out I was beaten to the punch by a number of years, this is what I'd have done (a number of tracks were well underway)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GHT8tpwnWKo
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I just got sad remembering all my shit that got thrown away when my brother and mother moved out of the house we had been living in since 2006. I used to collect all sort of stuff, from marbles to keychains, old keys, branded coasters, limited edition cigarette boxes, random bits of jewelry I'd find on the street, novelty pens and lighters; just a real magpie of a time I had over many many years. All of that gone, thrown into the trash. Dang. I could really use some marbles right now, if only to roll them in my hand to relieve some stress.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9vdrmQ-6hRM
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>>624
that fuckin sucks. I know what that feels like, I had a collection of authentic ww2 combat knives. some German ones, some Swedish ones, I even had a Japanese bayonet all gone when I moved. around 3500 bucks down the drain.
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>>625
The stuff I had was worthless. I'm not mourning moneraty loss, just the loss of stuff I liked to collect, look at, and play with.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a2VgUkAiu3s
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>>626
no i know. almost everything has some objective level of sentimental value. you lost something of great sentimental value. i lost something of great monetary novel. both were collected for fun.
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>>627
that pic reminds me I also had a bunch of cool af letter openers
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2LYBS7FVXMs
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I had to load the video to know when "14 years ago" was because mobile internet and frankly I barely remember anything after 2015

https://youtu.be/DLbHfOhJNR4
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>>644
2015 was literally the only decent year of my life :')
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7tzu36foxNw
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So after sleeping two hours I was awoken by the need to take a piss. That's fine. I went and did my business and as I was drying my hands ready to leave I very suddenly had what I can only describe as a hypotension-caused faint. It's the third time this happens since December. I wonder should I be worried. Anyway, the upside is that I was so knackered after that that I slept around six uninterrupted hours. Yay?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PSk_2m1IioI
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You ever been so broke you can't pay for phone service so now even if someone wants to call you for a job interview you'll never get the call? HAHA! ZANY!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HDn-jCY-CaU
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>>648
Yeah, basically for my entire life. I don't know how I've survived.
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That despicable bag of fat and garbage that dares calls itself my brother is back on the drink. I really hope he fucking dies.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XNIc3jIuzLo
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There is no weird anymore. There hasn't been "weird" in a while now. The concept and its possibility are and have been null for at least a decade. Yet people, predictably, still try
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RP3SjiMgYWg
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dadada
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ryq38wzIF54
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Why hasn't the idea that music, literature-- art a large, can change the world at a moral, ethical, sociopolitical level not been put two metres underground already when we have centuries' worth of evidence to the contrary? Whatever did early Surrealism's staunch adherence to communism achieve, other than giving people for generations the pretentious-high-horse bonerfest of a lifetime? Just an example.
The world, history at large, is made (and changed) only through violence.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o2qfiB69Fa8
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I had to drag my piece of shit brother's drunken remains from the bathroom floor all the way to his room. Bastard ripped the shower curtains right off, broke the toilet seat, and kicked all the towels onto the dirtied floor. I really hope he dies. How's y'all's day been
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cT0K610vzWQ
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Good evening, if you happen to be having one. I've ratted out my brother to his best friend, to whom he had sworn not to drink again. I hope he cries. Here, have some shit
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QtRv1ABk6Jo
I think Toto's Africa is not really a particularly good song.
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Also: Satantrips
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CMHw22VEu9Y
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y'all ever seen this site, "progarchives? It's absolutely ridiculous; they include anything that's not, fucking, basically Chuck Berry in there. Psychedelic? Prog. Post-Punk? Prog. Sunshine Pop? Prog. Art Pop, Fusion, Electro, Industrial Tribal Ambient That Sometimes Features A Guitar In There? Noise? You bet your ass it's "prog" to them. Pointless pointless. Also all their images are shit-res.
Have a totally prog ditty
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cFwCpw8AQBg
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Remember 30secondbunnies? Did whoever make them ever make any more? A better watch than the originals, no sarcasm.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wqqwPplsFdI
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47ºC in the middle of March. I hate all.
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what would it take for you to fulfill a song request?
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>>675
firstly we gotta know what the fuck you mean by that
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>>676
>>676
I can try to explain. There's an electronica song that talks about crazy about your love or something. Klapaucius showed it to me and I'm hoping I could have this request fulfilled
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>>677
When/where
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I've a job interview tomorrow morning, for the first time since '22. It's to become part of the cleaning staff in the very same hospital my mother died in just over two months ago. Wish me whatever. Swift death or something pleasant like that.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qzYdRD8OWLM
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Good night, sweet prince
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O wise ears of klapaucius, recommend some really heavy metal, I'm not referring to any genre but something that's fast and hard and thrashing, like an apocalypse or war music.O wise ears of klapaucius, recommend some really heavy metal, I'm not referring to any genre but something that's fast and hard and thrashing, like an apocalypse or war music.O wise ears of klapaucius, recommend some really heavy metal, I'm not referring to any genre but something that's fast and hard and thrashing, like an apocalypse or war music.
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>>678
We met on 99chan server and spoke for a period of time. I deleted my discord without checking your username and I wish I would have checked.  I can't stop coming back because you know too much about music
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O it's you videojunkie(sp?) my good redbearded man. I hope things are doing better on your end. My end is an absolute disaster on top of a burning pile of garbage hurtling towards the gaping, toothy maw of an infernal cacodemon, that is, a demon made of burning poop. Things aren't swell is what I'm saying. I'll try to see to your requests, just please don't spam the site, alright?

Can you give me any more details about >>677 ? Like, were those lyrics or a sample, what was the tempo like, was the rhythm steady or broken, do you remember any image related to it like cover art etc
>>681
This could be an inordinate number of things. Let's try this first (I remember linking this very song to you once when you were looking for similar stuff): 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lS3xmhxhKS8
Also, remember: Heavy and fast (more commonly "extreme") are mutually exclusive. Black Sabbath, Candlemass, Godflesh, early Cathedral and Paradise lost etcetcetc are heavy. Sodom, Kreator, Sarcófago, Napalm Death, Immortal, Cryptopsy etc etc etc are extreme.
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>>683
>>683
Yep, it's video junkie, it can be said however. I've said it all three ways. I'm sorry to hear your mom's passed. I'm doing ok. On less medication, I quit smoking and changed my diet. I'm learning more about my loved ones and trying to get along with them when I see them. I'll try my best to keep any weird behavior in check, and write things in less posts.

I don't know the exact term for the genre but in the song I was talking about there might have been a purple background I think. It had a nice easy light and airy tempo and lyrics in one section and went back and forth between that and kind of a dance section that was harder and more quick.

For the metal that's awesome. I love more instrumental stuff. I don't know if you know any albums. I find it difficult picking up different terminology related to music. I wonder if you could think of anything that's more dynamic with instrumental range in what notes the instruments play than the one you just shared. I appreciate your time and help
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>>684
>I love more instrumental stuff [...] if you could think of anything that's more dynamic with instrumental range in what notes the instruments play
So, something a bit more progressive/technical? And also instrumenta, huh, that's a tough one. Let's see:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vMCvwE-jmz4
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KEc9PDtQ1u4
Proggy tech-y jazzy death, not the most extreme, but it's hard to find tech stuff with no vocals

As for the electronic track it's got me stumped. I'll address that one later when I have time to rummage through albums.
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>>685
>>683
Just realised I haven't been putting my names on my posts, for shame for SHAME
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>>686
Gosh dang dude how do you even dress yourself
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>>687
...Dress? What's that??
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>>688
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>>689
That's a distressing selection, Bill.
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>>690
It's tough being a 90s kid
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>>691
the Morisette album is unironically pretty good, but at least swap anal cunt for something decent like early Carcass, or Gut, Pathologist, Dead Infection, Regurgitate, iunno
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>>692
That Alanis album is the only one of those I've ever actually heard
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>>693
as it should be
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>>695
fucc yea
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Dang, just learned that as of three weeks ago Sauli Niinistö is no longer the president of Finland. Whose first lady am I supposed to ogle at now?
Somewhat related choon:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EelX_LwPHbA
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>>698
Everyone knows Finland is a myth invented by the Japanese to control fishing lanes and sell Nokia phones
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>>699
No, no no: Japan was invented by the Finnish in order to hunt whales in the pacific, troll China, and make 2d porn. Or am I supposed to believe that it's a coincidence that the country refused to interact with the rest of the world before the so-called Meiji era and that both countries speak moonspeak, except Japan writes it down using five different stolen writing systems? I'm telling you: Finnish lies.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ogCi8T5-2Bc
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100% fake country
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dMmCEfYNsZs
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This is getting out of hand
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Help I'm trapped in a 90s grunge factory

https://youtu.be/2AifFHQ9jBU
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>>703
I'm sorry dude. You've reached maximum butt rock, all we can do is throw some actual, non-appropriated grunge your way and have it counter the buttness. Chances it'll work are slim. Say goodbye to your loved ones while you're still coherent
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MUamZV2pCUc


god gi' ye speed
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You ever wake up with a start, breathless and coughing, because you appear to have created so much saliva at some point and started choking on it as you were in the middle of a dream? It's happened to me three mornings in a row now. I've never been one to drool, and it's pretty rare for me to breathe through my mouth when I sleep. It's like someone poured a sip of water into my mouth through a drip or something. Awful, awful. Anyway
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QLcKmOwRk_c
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>>707
Great choice. Loaded is another tune. Andrew Weatherall was the GOAT.
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>>709
One of the first non-metal albums I ever bought, in troth
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>>710
Its one of the few CD's I own (I bought to play in my car but then my car CD drive broke) and thats only because of Andrew Weatherall's production.
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I've been on the receiving end of a barrage of short, bizarre dreams lately. One that stood out this morning was me grabing a bunch of very weirdly shaped bananas (short, round, some of them fused together, some green and some overripe even though they were still together in the same bunch, etc), taking one out, partially peeling it and biting down, only to find that the consistence and texture was similar to that of an open mandarin carpel, and the taste similar to a mix of grass, spit, and cold soup scum. I haven't been sleeping well for quite a few days now
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z695snu3awM
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>>713
This post makes me feel as though I'm standing in the vicinity of a 6 foot pile of transistor radios, each tuned to a different station
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>>714
Add "while hanging upside down from the mast of a boat lost in a storm" and that's how I've been feeling every day between 8:00 and 15:00
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Oh great it's THAT day again huh. The Internet's going to be unbearable today.
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Why do I keep having just the absolute worst nights/mornings? I slept a total of six hours grouped in three two-hour bouts separated by two three-hour bouts of nausea and sadness

also merry third month anniversary to the ashes in the black box on top of the bookshelf; I do terribly miss what you used to be

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lu0sSNSiqb8
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Ah shit, I just found out Aston Barrett died two months ago. God b'wi'ye you funky bastard. Reggae, Roots Reggae, Dub, even Post-Punk and a number of electronic music subgenres wouldn't be what they were without you.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0K3erh4JOiM
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I bought myself a tulip-style glass pint like the ones I used to have. Not as fancy, though: The ones I had were stolen from a proper bar, while the one I got I bought cheap from a supermarket. You can see the unevenness of it and the bubbles inside the glass, all products of shit manufacture and low quality control. Still, the fact that having a pint again is one of the highlights of the past three years are witness to what a shit of a time I'm having.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D_WFaQzY0GA
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MJSoZa2aTrE

I didn't know he made an album.

Then, in the comments:
>I still think pogo is a music musician
>8 years ago

I feel old. I remember when this guy was blowing up on youtube. What even year is it?
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>>729
2024 dude
I legitimately couldn't think of it for a second but that's actually another story
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>>731
damn, who asked tho
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>>732
Yeah I need to stop spamming
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I've been having sharp stomach pains that come and go throughout the last two days. Needless to say it's been quite an obstacle when trying to fall asleep. I wonder how long I have on this earth. I hope at least long enough to finish reading the books I have, though I feel that would take me some ten years at least. On an unrelated note, I feel we're slowly phasing out of massive LARPing on /pol/s across the internet. They're either getting bored, too frustrated, or are moving on to some other form of indoctrinated robotic pointless overcompensating tiny-dick-energy fear-fuelled activities. Time shall tell. Have a music.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wf2yaZAK9e0
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>>734
Ay bro, me too.
https://youtu.be/2a6pPAbNNu8
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>>735
eyy potential ulcer buddies
>>734
>LARPing on /pol/s

I did end up blocking Sweden a couple weeks back.
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>>737
I noticed!
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My boys, my girls, my others and etceteras: My head hurts.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=58fKby1c76E
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>>741
Well yeah look at all that brass
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>>742
wait til you find out about the massive choir and soloists there to the back
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Yup, still hurts
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RSJmJ_4u04g
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I ASKED MY FATHER
I SAID "FATHER CHANGE MY NAME
THE ONE I'M USING NOW IS COVERED WITH FEAR AND FILTH
AND COWARDICE AND SHAME"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FYkJuAb0mMk
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On the sea coast of Tibet,
Egyptian Aztecs are arriving from Norway
They've been varnishing the woodwork for forty-three centuries
Here, Nature is naked, her acrobats bathed in blood
There's a beast of prey on the threshold of pleasure
And the giantess, sea priestess, beckons the passers-by

"Do not lose sight of the sea. 

Do not lose sight to the sea."
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tCw6gqAgE2Q
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haven't posted in a while hey hi hello what how now
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J1JjOpXsJ7A
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WHY DOES YOUTUBE KEEP RECCIN ME GROSS FUCKING VIDEOS OF ZIT POPPERS AND BLACK SPOT REMOVERS WHY THE FUCK IS THAT EVEN ALLOWED
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c3TgBQAlauA
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>>762
Now YT is recommending me videos of furries rating other furries' fursuits and I'm beginning to think it's not an algorythm but a specific person tuning these in an attempt to get me off of YT for good.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8ngCvBRW290
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>>765
>age restricted
Youtube is a bunch of Suck-fucking, housecat rat-dicks.
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>>766

I think the whole internet is making the whole world that way at this point. In some part illegal downloads and such really got into some system's pants I think

>>764
Spotify recommended this https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iRZEQoMk3B0

I've listened to it a few times and now it's catchy. Oh god
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>>766
Yeah, and they're making it harder to watch on non-kiked apps too
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Felt quite a lump on my left testicle as I was having a frothy piss. With any luck I'll be dead before new year's eve
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LoZvC-pNBj4
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>>771
Its cancer
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>>772
I expect so, yes
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>>773
Can we say you died of ligma?
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>>774
Of course! Just like Steve Jobs!
>>773
Not allowed :(
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CANCER GETS ERADICATED BASED GOD SAYS SO
>>776
sheesh can't a guy just die anymore PC culture is out of control
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>>778
that's why I use exclusively Apple products
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It *might* just be this thing here, though I'm pretty sure I'd remember having felt it being this noticeable before.
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over the past year or so, and after about five years of landing in the hospital because of a pretty bad viral encephallitis, my oldest friend has begun to have occasional seizures. None of them last more than 2-3 minutes, which is good, but overall shit sucks mad D yo. Also I found out one of my cousins has been diagnosed with breast cancer. Damn er1 b dying smh
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iLmDDaH-pDg
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>>782
If it's any consolation, the world in which we grew up seems to be decaying at the same rate as we are.

https://youtu.be/u9WJfvpBAkE
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>>783
Yeah that's a nice thought. The world we grew up in was absolute shite and only self-delusional pink-tinted-glasses-clad revivalists who need to romantise their suffering-- or even worse: retro bumbling bron-in-le-wrgon-gnarortion tweens who didn't have to deal with it will think otherwise
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Don't mind me, just postin' musicc
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Today is one of those days where it feels like I've been hit by a car. This is probably the result of the nonzero amount of times I have been hit by a car over the years. 

https://youtu.be/AThcMJmiTXI
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>>786
What you need to do is grab a bat and start hitting cars back, my dude
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ri6OAELV5Bw
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I've had Schubert's Marche Militaire Op. 51 Nº1 stuck in my head all week
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lo_lD4DMVMs
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hey y'all what's up it's me ya boy  haha I'm out here feelin' real fucking sad waiting for oblivion to reclaim me regretting everything I've ever done and said having enjoyed virtually none of it here have a sick choon bruvs it really slaps and is fire and whatever else people younger healther and generally more satisfied than me say nowadays
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q8tZFvX6BDA
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I don't know if it's just me unwillingly regaining my ability to remember dreams (I trained that bitch real hard for a good number of years between '05 and '12 or so until I changed my mind and realised I didn't want to remember no fucking dream anymore), or if indeed they have been getting wilder lately, but that's definitely how it feels. Just weirdass, surreal, plot-driven, often taking erotic turns at one point or another (at least there's that). Lots of night terrors, too. Short, awful dreams that literally shake me awake. Or rather morning terrors since I tend to go to sleep between 4 and 5 in the morning. Anyway.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8SiL3IzZrKU
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>>790
I definitely don't remember mine more often than not anymore. I can't even be sure I've had an actual dream in the last decade.
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>>791
Dreams (and sleep) were an obsession of mine for the longest time until I realised in my mid-20s that they fucking suck whether they're good (because being dreams their goodness appears to waking-life me as mocking) or bad (because they're unpleasant and interrupt whatever few hours of sleep I can get). From then on I've been virtually dreamless and glad but lately they impose themselves on me hard enough that I can't help but remember them again. It's pretty crazy. Wonder if there's a purely physiological reason for it. Maybe all the depression and vague unwellness (and potential testicular cancer) are fucking with my hormones and making me have more intense dreams.
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>>792
I think mine stopped cause of drinking, or at the very least it fucked up my short term memory for shit like that. On the other hand, could be related to my resurgent ADHD. Hard to say, kind of just wanna go ride a bike.
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>>793
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=POlaR26dD1Y
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7JhZqWCqKs8
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>>794
I've never been a big fan of Pink Floyd.
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>>795
there are like five different kinds of Pink Floyd though; the first one didn't even have Gilmour in it and it was 100% Summer Of Love freakout acid psychedelia as god intended
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>>796
I mean, I guess Comfortably Numb is okay but I'd rather listen to Alan Parsons
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>>797
Well, if you ever want to know what Sgt Pepper's would sound like if the music was having a nervous breakdown then check out Pipers At The Gates Of Dawn
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6fRZO0Gi4Js

Exploring tracks with the thunderdome wizard insignia recently and they're often really good
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So yeah. The testicle with the bump in it has noticeably reduced in size. That's bad ain't it
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b8Zvu8v3hfU
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>>812
that's nuts
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>>813
(soon to be) was*
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Clifford Benjamin Brown was 25 years old when he died in a tragic car accident (that also took out pianist Richie Powell and his wife) shortly after having finished this most seminal piece, this gold standard of Hard Bop with Max Roach & co.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MI6gNqv8L4M
I'm about a decade older than this man, and had no car roll down a hill with a sleepy me inside of it. All I have to show for that is unemployment, a weird yarble, and a ded mum.
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>>815
For reference this is what he looked like the year he died. This is the picture of a fresh, up-and-coming, young man of just 25
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>>812
Could be good or bad

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WF1-am5VtqA
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>>817
Nah, I'm toast my dude
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>>818
Do you still use discord? I would love to catch up
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>>819
Kinda. Incidentally every major personal news I could have is posted it in this thread, so
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>>820
Well send me a request. I'm sure we'd have a good time chatting

My username is koolio0605
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They have a large barge with a radio antenna tower on it that they would charge up and discharge
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>>331
I was gonna post this song and then I remembered I already had lmao


"Hello, I must be going, well I only came to say:
I hear my mother calling and I must be on my way"
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Gloomy is Sunday, with shadows I spend it all
My heart and I have decided to end it all
Soon there'll be candles and prayers that are sad, I know
Let them not weep, let them know that I'm glad to go
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KUCyjDOlnPU
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I'm gonna have to convince a friend who lives nearby to go with me to get a doctor's appointment. Not for moral support, rather for something far dumber. My executive dysfunction is so strong that unless something NEEDS to be done, that is, unless it turns into a responsibility, I simply can't be arsed. Since I don't feel like it's a responsibility for me to get medical help (because fuck this body and fuck being alive), if I get him in on it then it'll become a "thing" and I'll be able to pull myself out of complacency and finally get an appointment. Once the appointment is made, then it becomes a responsibility and the rest will come easily to me. Man, who knew that pathologically low self esteem could be so cumbersome.
As a sidenote, this friend, my oldest, lost his mother about a year before I lost mine. They had the same first name, and died in the same hospital. Life's funny that way.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OfjmczWMQhs
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>>828
lol I get great ideas and talk a lot of shit at 4 in the morning that I KNOW I won't be even attempting the next day lmao
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Oh shit, nevermind, I actually wen through with it. Good on me, I guess. Have some music to celebrate the fact that maybe next week I'll know how many months I have left on this earth.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TIlbCHitROI
https://youtu.be/oFwV9bkmMSA

Its such a mood
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Today was a pretty good day. Let's hope that doesn't mean that tomorrow will be utter shit because I try really hard to have good Saturdays since the rest of the week normally sucks ass.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tXNneLnfe1I
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I wonder if a month and a half no longer counts as "early" detection for testicular cancer. Anyway I'll be making an appointmenton Monday. Couldn't do it before because bureaucracy is murder, but at least we've got publicly funded health care roflmao
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this is some of the stuff I drive 2 I guess (they're numbered because cds ( second hand car is old ) )
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>>834
ew why'd it do a watermelon nationalist flag
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>>835
The music you listen to is a reflection of what you are or want to be
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Tonight I made the most wonderful stew I've made in years. I'm so proud of it. Nothing fancy, doesn't even have meat in it but it came out exactly as I needed to start the winter season right. It'll last me until Monday I reckon. So tasty, so spicy, so nutritive. If only I had had some green onions, one or two different kinds of squash, it would've been perfect. I was tempted to add some rice but there was not enough room in the pot. 
It's probably gonna make me shit my ass inside out like a sock but it'll be worth it.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j6zrl0SlTvw
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>>838
Post stew recipe on cooking board, I wanna try it. Love vegetable stews.
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>>839
I'm very bad with measurements, but I'll try
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>>840
Oh shit that was almos two days ago already? Days just slip through my fingers like so much sand. I'll give it a try tomorrow. It REALLY is nothing special, though.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nUebjIMO_pk
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H4ifNw0tW8w
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Landlords want to sell the house we rent. They know we've got no real source of income and are basically living day-to-day. They're planning on upping rent by 300% to force us to move out. We've got nowhere to go. Tune in next month for the adventures of the cancer-riddled, motherless, jobless, homeless, depressed bastard Klapaucius
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zD-zdnA2BVA
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This guy has really lost it now. Pretty decent minimal ambient with interesting "field recordings" if we want to call them that, but you can't keep this boat afloat with just the remaining fumes of the fire you produced seventeen years ago my good guy. You need to either record a proper full length that lives up to the demands of 2024 or retire to go something else, like gardening. Cover art is cool though
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=37r7o9qOeB4
>>842
oh, homelessness crisis barely averted; all other crises and a few new ones are still go.
real muthaphuckin gs by eazy e
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>>845
sir, this is a music board and a listening to thread
yeh and thats wat i was listening to
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>>847
you really need to start posting like you don't have developmental issues
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Haven't been here in a while. Life's still cold greyish dogshit left on the sidewalk throughout autumn and winter. Have a song. 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4JWj46fGcgM
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I had a weirdass dream where I was talking to a bunch of strangers, all of them at least 15 years older than me, and one guy was describing this dream he had about his son. In order to give it context he explained that his son (still a toddler) had died not two months ago, so I said I was sorry and we hugged it out while he bawled his eyes off. It was fecking weird.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ay-mfakcQBk
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Last week: We ran out of money, I ran out of anti-anxiety medication AND sleeping aids, I did a false move and compressed a lower-back hernia that pinched a sciatic nerve and had me stiff in pain for a whole day. My back is doing a bit better now (I can move, at least), and even though we had to do a number of desperate things like asking for money from my sister who's in Italy at least I got my pills back after five days of not taking them and being in the most intense hell I've been since I kept having panic attacks the firs few weeks I was living in a house the next town over(x3) where my grandma promptly died.

Back pain: It's there, but it's more or less momentarily contained
Desire to die in order to keep the ghosts that gnaw at my brain away: Lowered to normal levels.
The kind of insomnia that reduces you to a half-human, confused, tired, unthinking blob of soup: Steadily going don.

Clonazepam is rising in the Scorpio in conjunction with a retrograde Zolpidem on Mars.

I think this intense brush and feel-up with intense disorientation, pain, and suicidal thoughts requires some jazzy modernist academic celebrations. 

Long live Dada, and long live drugs.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zkTlZlGIFkI
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GrDRGWtm22Q
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iSwIYErUGOY
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I have been in some sort of liminal state for almost a week now. I thought it'd go away the moment I went back to my usual routine, but here we are. Or rather here we kind of are, mostly.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zVKBe7Na6AA
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I don't think I'll ever get enough of Bulgarian polyphony, both properly traditional and modernised. Bulgaria in general is such a fascinating country in all respects. Culturally, historically, linguistically; It's the slavic heimat, home of the cyrillic script, home of church slavonic, and even before the slavs settled there it was the battleground for the more interesting greek-adjacent peoples (thracians, actual macedonians [fuckall to do with current fakeass "north 'Macedonia'"], even eastern celts and persians). I only wish they hadn't been so deeply influenced by greeks, turks and romani over the centuries following ottoman conquest. But hey what can ya do
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J8H1OJzecsY
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We all know, and have first-hand experience to back it, that Google has gonet to shit and etc, etc etc; but I honestly thought people were just being le funnee meemsters when stating that bing.com is any good. Turns out? That and Yandex just scrub the sticky, mouldy, piss-coated floor of the gas station toilet that is the Internet with Google's dumb fucking turd-eating face. Glad I gave it a go.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MHuyWpSK65k
Hey, do you

y'all

hey y'all ever 


dya ever notice how-- hey, 

ever noice how most weebs arn't nazis 

but 

hey ever notice how most nazis are weebs

whus

whassup wid dat huh

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fFuyvmnumME
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why dont u go listen to some good music huh how bow dat bitch
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5f5pmHjVJPM
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The last worthwhile downtempo album was released 17 years ago almost to the day
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xGHPE3-VnW0
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Man, people sure have been extra stupid lately. What manner of ill wind has blown all these brain-birded twats this way
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GEHeCl2KS1A
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I had a dream last night that involved the only instance I can recall in my entire life of experiencing taste. It was supposed to be brandy but looked and tasted 100% like Pepsi. I don't know what the fuck that was about, but tasting something in a dream was so novel and shocking to me that I actually had a dream right after that where I recounted the experience to someone else.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rjDhjP3yGR0
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Nevermind me, just posting a song that for some reason I currently got stuck in my head 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aqCkFMHu_-g
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After having successfully avoided social media for almost 13 years (12 if we count discord, which I don't really use), I finally had to give in and make one of them instant gramme accounts, solely and exclusively to look for work. I'm deleting it the minute I land a gig. Still, sucks to give DickSuckerBerg even more of my personal info.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xi5nSMi6R-Y
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>>888
You can lie you know
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>>889
Not when they demand that I give them my number to send a code to otherwise I cannot access their dumb fucking website
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>>890
does your burner nokia not have rollover minutes
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>>891
Brother mine I have no clue what any of that means
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>>892
its a prepaid phone joke, I keep forgetting you were born in 2006
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>>893
Nah comrade, what you forget is that I live in a country 20 years behind you and everyone else
SOMEONE (me) DONE GONE REPLACED ALL MY ORDINAL INDICATORS WITH DEGREE SYMBOLS I'M GONNA LOSE MY ENTIRE FUCK
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fe-felI_tew
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who up jorking they weenus this fine fine fine sun-day even
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a0TQNwLPxT4
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Haha! Nothing has felt particularly good for months if not years! Nothing feels like anything anymore! Haha!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sXRJWVvSGIs
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>>897
I only feel the mild annoyance that it's almost 2025 and we don't have hover anything or more shit that shouldn't fly but does
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>>898
>we don't have hover anything
What are you talking about? We have hovercrafts, and the option of having them full of eels.
>shit that shouldn't fly but does
What about u.s. policies amirite lolololmaorofl
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E6kqAgJs_Dk
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>>899
Hovercraft dont hover any more than a pair of tits
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>>900
yer tits don't hover?
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>>539
lol why has nothing at all changed in ten months; why can't I die already roflmao
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z3ZmY5VM_G0
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Astolfo goes to the fucking moon on the chariot that took Elijah to heaven; I don't even know what to think anymore, Italians
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ldW4ocPVe28
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