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I am writing this post to share my story of struggling with alcohol addiction. It's been a long and difficult battle, and I feel like I've hit rock bottom. I've lost so much and I see no way out.

It all started with just a few drinks to relax after a long day at work. But soon, I found myself needing more and more to feel the same effects. Before I knew it, I was drinking every day, multiple times a day. I lost my job, my relationships, and my health. I've been to rehab multiple times, but I always end up going back to my old ways.

I feel so alone and helpless. I know that alcohol is destroying my life, but I can't seem to stop. I've tried everything, but nothing seems to work. I feel like I'm stuck in this cycle of addiction and I see no way out.

I know that I need help, but I don't know where to turn. I'm reaching out to anyone who has gone through something similar or who can offer some advice. I just need someone to talk to, someone to understand what I'm going through.

I know that addiction is a serious problem, and I don't want to die because of it. I just want to be able to live a normal life again. Please, if anyone has any advice or support, I would greatly appreciate it.

I wrote a post not too long ago and everyone's messages were very supportive, but I feel like I might just end it all before the alcohol gets to me. Is there any reason I should keep trying? 

Because I might just do it tonight
>>336 (OP) 
Well I'm not sure what to tell you. I hope you don't do it bro
>>336 (OP) 
Look, I am not stand here and tell you omg dont dO iT pLs sEeK hAlP since you are describing that you have tried doing that without experiencing the desired outcome afterwards.

What I can tell you is this, if the reasons not to live outweighs the reasons to live - you gotta make up your mind. Whatever you choose to do, the choice is yours and yours only. And from my point of view, the alcohol isn't the problem but the reason you drink is. Is that a problem you are ready to solve or are you just gonna let go? Choose wisely.
>>336 (OP) 
>  I know that alcohol is destroying my life,

You are destroying your life just stop drinking put the shit down
>>336 (OP) 
Livestream?

USER WAS BANNED FOR THIS POST Rule 4, cockhat.

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>>340
that's a good idea tbh

USER WAS BANNED FOR THIS POST Rule 4, cockhat.

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>>336 (OP) 
Did someone steal your ipod?
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>>336 (OP) 
Hello anon, I remember you and wondered if you were okay. You're a total stranger to me and still yet I wondered about you and how you were. I want you to focus on that for a minute, every single action you take in life no matter how small or insignificant it may seem at the time causes ripples in time itself and reaches others, myself included. If you didn't matter, if you didn't have a purpose, you wouldn't be here. You've already done the hardest part, which is admitting to yourself that you have a problem and you want help. That's the first step and the absolute hardest. As a former hard drug addict, please don't give up hope. Your addiction doesn't define you and it's clear to me that you're a much better person than you think you are. I wish for a day where you can finally be happy and content with yourself, I pray for it really. You deserve so much more than this. 

Imagine a blank canvas at the start of each day and throughout the day it gets filled with the story of everything that happened in that day. When the day ends, the page is turned, and you have a blank slate again. Each day is brand new and it's what you make it, forgive yourself. Just please keep on turning the page.
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>>336 (OP) 
The new 13 reasons why reboot looks promising
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>>340
Literal fucking faggots imagine beating on someone that's suffering. 

>>336 (OP) 
OP just breathe start over and keep trying nothing is full proof. You will fail from time to time it doesn't mean the end. I do remember your thread.

>>343 she said everything I was thinking
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>>336 (OP) 
Bro, if I can go from drunkenly wrecking 2 mopeds in the span of a year to being sober and married and driving a BMW, you could probably become pope. And not just a boring normal pope, you could be elected the Pope of Sex. Or something.

My point being: your lowest is called your lowest because you can only go up from there. It won't be easy or instant, but nothing ever worth doing is.
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>>345
Morals.exe has stopped running
>>346
fucking amen to that
Don't worry bud you'll find your way out. We're all rooting for you.>>336 (OP) 
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>>349
have you found your way out yet?
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>>350
Stop making this about me troon, there's someone that needs support, time and place.
>>336 (OP) 
Keep resisting against the urges and be around friends and family if you can when they come on. Calling someone when they strike can also help.

Don't harm yourself please you'll make the mudkips sad anon you better post when you are better
>>336 (OP) 
fren, this is for you

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=veHqJSC-9Lo

now breathe and think about awesome things, like sex, aurora borealis and stars
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>>336 (OP) 
Sit down. Breathe really slowly and keep yourself from thinking those thoughts. I was there where you are now man. It feels like darkness covering you whole don't let it get to you.

You are deserve to live and have a better life, don't rob yourself of it.
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>>336 (OP) 
I read your thread I was one of the posters back then. You are an inspiration for fighting this long man. 

We are all cheering you on.

Kick alcohol in the ass!
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>>336 (OP) 
you are fucking based man you can win this
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Ngl. This entire thread made me cry. I was addicted to heroin for 3 years I felt like shit and overdosed 7 times. I know what you are feeling OP you can't let those thoughts get the better of you.

>>346 
If we both can get out of it, I know you can too man. Best of Luck!!
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>>336 (OP) 
Hey friend,

I just wanted to take a moment to remind you that you are not alone in your battle with addiction. I know it can feel like a never-ending cycle, but I want you to know that there is hope for a better future. You are strong, and you have the power to overcome this.

I know that the road to recovery can be tough and it may have its ups and downs, but please don't give up. You are capable of so much more than you realize. You deserve to live a happy, healthy life, and you can get there with the right help and support.

Don't be afraid to reach out for help, whether it's talking to a therapist, joining a support group, or seeking treatment. You are not alone, and there are people who care about you and want to see you succeed.

Remember, one day at a time, one step at a time, you can and will get through this. Believe in yourself, and don't let addiction define you. You are so much more than your addiction, you are a fighter and a survivor.
Just know that we are here for you, cheering you on and supporting you every step of the way. Together we will make it through, and you will come out stronger on the other side.
Sending you love and positive vibes.

sorry for the long post
>>336 (OP) 
Hang in there
You got this.
Addiction is tough but you're tougher.
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Ne désespère pas, ami. Je sais que c'est difficile de faire face à la dépendance, mais j'ai confiance en toi et ta force. 
>>336 (OP) 
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You are one strong motherfucker. Congrats on being sober!
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>>336 (OP) 
You are a fellow mudkip don't die on us damn it.
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>>336 (OP) 
Fuck alcohol, you are stronger than it.
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Don't hurt yourself over this. Its not worth it.
>>336 (OP) 
You're epic, stop doubting yourself even if this feels like the end it isn't
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>>336 (OP) 
Rolling one in your honour, mate.
Keep fighting
As someone who has struggled with addiction in the past, I can empathize with your struggle. The problem is not the alcohol, though. There is something deeper that you need to try and sort out. Not saying go to an AA meeting or support group, but talking to people who are willing to listen is probably going to be more beneficial to you than anything else.

I remember when I would just go grab a bottle or some pills and just wallow in my self-pity over my situation in life until I started to take a look at what was going on and try to fix the root cause. It's not easy, but nothing worth doing ever is. I hope you find peace and eventually are able to come to grips with whatever battle you are taking on and succeed.
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>>367
>Not saying go to an AA meeting 

Agree, that shit is worthless. You can literally show up drunk and as long as you sign in, nobody gives a fuck.
>>336 (OP) 
Just drink some more until you can't get up or breathe it should cure it!

USER WAS BANNED FOR THIS POST Douche

Bet those drugs are making you all feel great huh
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