I don't know if this is actually Fredrick, but I wouldn't have a problem with you if you didn't try to fuck with 8chan/ Kiwi Farms. You have remorse, I get it. But leave it at that, this crusade to bring these places down just screams vanity more than anything. Even Josh doesn't want to badmouth you from what I've seen, he's just like "yup, its Fredrick being crazy again." You're not impressing anybody with this shit, just people that would be happy to throw you under the bus the second you were caught slipping. Even Keffals wanted nothing to do with you and thought you were poisonous to his plans.